Hello there!

My name is Sarah and I live with schizoaffective disorder bipolar type and severe anxiety. But that is only a snippet of what makes me, me. 


I love all things home. I like making a cozy environment as best that I can. Sometimes this is easier than others, due to symptoms, but I am always thinking of ways to make life feel comfortable and worth living. I love knitting, crochet, cleaning (yes, I actually enjoy cleaning my home), cooking, baking, and gardening. I love sharing my life with my husband and two cats. 


In this blog, I will explore homemaking, gardening, cooking, crafting, and try to dispel some stigma and misconceptions around serious mental illness. And yes, there will be cat pictures, you can count on that.


So pour a cup of tea, and join me in my life. 

Location: Texas, USA

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